how do u fix yourself when all you feel like is a big ball of sadness….
how do u heal when youve felt broken for years…
how do u make urself get up and treat yourself and your health better…
i make myself get up n go to work and watch a movie when i come home n eat 12# of food and that’s about it. i go to sleep and do it all over again.
how do i forget the people and feelings i shouldve forgotten a long time ago or the things ive wanted to change or learn.
how to deal.
its been awhile since I’ve been on here.
idek if its all the same anymore.
i used to love exploring the tags but now idk what to even explore.
the healers.
are really the broken.
we fixate on others.
to forget about ourselves.
its been awhile…
you played me like a fool.
you know it.
you had it planned from the start.
how can someone do that shit.
be sweet.
constant talking.
hangs.
fun.
gets scared.
changes mind.
“friends”.
quits talking.
fuck you.
when we had the talk we had when first started texting.
you knew how much i was into you.
and then the talk we had when we hung out.
still into it. trying to back off. wanting to wait.
then the last talk.
ill be around.
but…
fuck you.
so nervous.
god.
just help me.
so many favors asked.
all answered.
but please again.
im such an idiot.
why am i so dumb.
i bring this on myself i know but.
i need this help again.
and i know i always say this time ive learned my lesson n ill change but honestly ..this time i think its true. i feel it deep down.
i need you.
help.
thank you.
i wanna write things but i dont wanna deal with your shit.
dude…
arronjohnson asked: Alright, well good luck!
..ya..
arronjohnson asked: You can have that whenever you want :) you may have that concious that says that but you also have a basic human need you gotta fulfill. Find someone that can fulfill that need because it's just gonna drive you more and more insane the longer it's not dealt with. The need is just gonna grow. Get those feelings handled. ❤
the need may grow but it doesnt overcome me n make me grow crazy. im not a wild animal that just needs to go fuck some other random animal cause its in my nature. yea its a basic human need naturally but humans have evolved alittle more past that i think. i can go awhile without having sex n wanting it without becoming a weirdo.
lltfs asked: What stops you from practicing free love? A significant other?
no. i just have that concious inside me that says hey ur not capable of just sleeping with someone…dont do it. so i dont.
Page 1 of 31